Warning!!! There is a new virus around!!!

There is a new virus - its code name is "work". If you receive "work",
from your colleagues, your boss, via e-mail or anyone else, do not
touch
"work" under any circumstances!!

This virus wipes out your private life completely.

If you should come into contact with this virus, put on your jacket and
take two good friends and go straight to the nearest pub. Order three
beers and after repeating 14 times, you will find that "work" has been
completely deleted from your brain.

Forward this warning immediately to at least 5 friends.

Should you realize that you do not have 5 friends, this means that you
are already infected by this virus and "work" already controls your
whole life

Peggy,I for one do not question your writings or your Heart-felt sharings,the Mirror you hold up for me in Love and Honesty is an Honor.
As far as critique,none of the readers of my Feelings and what-not could be possibly as hard on me as me-I'm still in training,and Happy about it!!!!
 
           Love and Soft Paths,Bob

Dear Peggy:
                  Let me start by saying I am truly sorry if I made you doubt yourself and the differences you have made for the better in all of us you help each day through your letters. There have been many times that I don't know what I would have done without you. I am not the nicest person to be around right now due to weaning myself off of pain killers. My Mum went back to England again two weeks ago right after my surgery and left me with a 120lb beagle, We have a cairn terrier that is a puppy and they can't be together so I have the beagle outside and as if that's not fun enough this is my Mums second trip in a year and I haven't got to see any of my family in 18 yrs due to her screw ups so needless to say with everything going on trying to recover after the surgery and take care of my motherly and wifely duties (whenever someone needs something I am there for them with bells on but it's times like these when you see who's really there for you). I have gotten overwhelmed but that is no excuse for hurting your feelings or anyone else's for that matter and if that is what I've done I am so sorry. I feel like rather than talk to you about what was going on with me I took the letter very personal and vented on you. Yes, I do still wonder where the line is between a judgment and an opinion but I don't know if there is an answer for that. I hope you can forgive me Peg but if you can't I understand but please don't question your daily letter writing like I said I don't know where I would have been without you and everyone else. You do make a difference for the better Peg. If you want to share this Peggy that's okay to.
                                                                                              Kim
                                                                                                  x

Dear Kim,
Relax love, we both seem to have been in a too sensitive mood.  I answered as I did because many times I often worry about using those I know as examples here online, let alone at times realise that my entire family is up for grabs from only my point of views.
There are many I talk to here that I do not share, a cop in New Jersey, actually a detective who asks me what I sense with crimes, an FBI agent that often checks on me and advises me at times on my trips to England, and many more who contact me for assistance or just plain encouragement.  To protect them, I do not reveal my conversations, but at times I do question how I view things and write about them.
My son called a few weeks back and said to his Dad, tell mom that I see she is a democrat through and through with her writings as she sounds just like her Dad.
I talked to him after Gene was finished and then we decided to just love each other despite my feelings on the war.  It did make me think more though as he made the statement that he hoped my father was proud of him.  To my son, my father was a mover and doer, and very precise with his thinking.  His treatment to his own family was a second site, for even though he lacked in that family area, for his state, country, my father did what was right for his community and as a governing body.  It is to his credit that in his community that he was harolded by many for his personal achievements and many who knew him and his name still smile at the sound control that he had there.  He was a respected individual whose greatness was in his business and dealings with all.
At his funeral, a trusted male secretary spoke to all.  He said that Barto was a wonderful person who achieved many good things for his work in the community.   The greatest gift he had though was his own family and it was a shame he did not devote as much effort there as he did for others.  Perhaps it truly is okay to put things out there so that his own family can understand that none of his efforts were directed to harm the majority, but that we admire his character beyond the box.  Whatever bad he did to us, only made our creation that much more sensitive and caring, but never dampened his origional spirit of becoming us in total.
I love you Kim, not only for your hones truths to me but those truths to come to others in this world.  I said ouch which affected us both, but for me is a new beginning also.  We both learned that some bad days are not to blame for our fears, and it is very okay after a time to judge because without that judgment we remain in the middle of the fence and that causes sore spots lololol.  Let's not even go there.
Much love to all today, and here is the latest on the heart partient.
Sincerely,
Peggy


Ron got home today and he said he could feel the blood flow better while in the operation.  Soooo.... with the prayers and the grace of GOD he is better.....again thank you for all you said,and helped us understand how and what we are living with.
Nancy

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